hay" ni lagu ni ya sedih bgt pertama gw denger gk tau kenapa gw langsung nangis hahahha

bagi gw nh lagu nyentuh bgt , dan gw langsung kepikiran sama someone gtu dah hahahahha

CHRISTINA AGUILERA - HURT

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

keseharian yg membosankan

akhirnya libur uan datemg juga, gw seneng sama liburan cmn kalo liburan gw cmn di rumah dan jagain nenek gw mana enak. bikin stress doang

pas hari pertama gw rencana mau main dan jalan eh gk taunya pas gw nganter nyokap kerja si mama nyuruh gw jagain nenekl di rumah sakit sampe jam 4 ! what? are you kidding mom? i'm so bored ! ahh damn ....

yah gw gk bisa protes , kalo gw protes abislah gw dan gw hanya bisa jawab IYA ! setelah plg dari anterin mama gw mandi terus beres" barang yg mau gw bawa ke rumah sakit , dan akhirnya gw di buatin bekel sama pembantu gw . ihh padahal gw paling males bawa bgtuan tinggal beli makanan aja gampang kan. sesampe nya di rumah sakit nenek gw mau kencing dan gw dsrh pakein pispot. gila gw gk ngerti gmn caranya dan akhirnya gw pakein dah tuh tau dah salah apa bener hahaha. ngebosenin bgt deh di rumah sakit . gw tuh mau main, tapi gk bsa ! ahh

udh jam 4 terus gw pulang eh pas pulang gw dsrh anterin pembantu gw ke rumah sakit , jadi gw gntian ngejaganya . yah cmn cape gila gw bolak balik mulu ! sehabis anterin gw plg terus mandi, makan , solat

dan keesokan harinya, pagi" jam 5 gw dsrh jemput mama ! ih si mama emg tega bgt, pdhal gw masih ngantuk cuy !

dan keseharian gw ini baru berakhir pas hari kamis ! what the...?? !

hari jumat pun tiba teman. kirain gw, gw bisa keluyuran eh ternyata gk bisa , bknnya gk bisa si cmn gw bingung mau kemana. akhirnya hanya smsn doang gw di kamar tersayang. sore pun tiba dan ternyata pembantu gw pulang kampung, ha?? malapetaka bgt itu bagi gw. karena hari sabtu dan minggu pasti gw dsrh kerja ! gw paling males

sabtu pun tiba pagi" jam 5 gw di bangunin dan dsrh nyapu, ngepel, nyuci sepre, ngelap kaca kamar, beresin lemari gw sama beresin kamar ! huaaa lelah sekali gila. dan siangnya gw ngedekem dikamar lalu sorenya gw nyapu ngepel lagi ! huaaaaa nasib gw dah

udh ahh cape gw nulis mulu , sebenarnya masih panjang bgt cmn cape ah hahahha

dadaddah :)

hari menyebalkan

hay pembaca gw sebel bgt sama hari ini, pertama tadi pas matematika bu dewa ngasih ulangan mendadak dan ulangan nya itu tentang TRIGONOMETRI ! what??? gila nyerah bgt gw dahh... dan belom lagi lks belom selesai sama gw. ternyata yg belom selesai ngerjain lks di suruh keluar, dan gk boleh ikt ulangan ( ya allah deg"an bgt gw itu) tangan gw dingin, jantung berdetak kencang, mau belajar kga konsen eh dan ternyata gw gk di panggil ama noh guru hahahasik dan hal hasil gw bisa ikt ulangan deh....
and you know? soalnya susah mampus !! gw ngerti sedikit doang jdi tuh soal ada 10 nomer sdgkn gw ngerti cmn 4 nomer, what the... ? hahahha
finally gw cmn bisa ngerjain 6 nomer saja, 4 nomernya gw pasrah. huaaaaa
oia terus kan tadi gw ngeband ya ampun tadi gw bnr" gk mood bgt bwd nyanyi, gk semangat bgt. dan gw juga sakit hati banget pas tadi kebetulan liat kejadian itu. perasaan gw langsung ancur + sedih bgt. ternyata selama ini usaha gw sia" :( huaaaaa.
yaudahlah mungkin ini takdir gw, gw pasrah ya allah

udah dulu ya dahhhh... :(

T.I.K

hemm tadi pas pelajaran tik bu yuni ngasih materi tentang kisi" bwd uts, terus tabel, equation, grafik, merge mail. gw baru tau loh trnyta seperti itu toh kegunaannya merge mail hahahha :D
terus tadi kita juga dsrh praktek bkin undangan dan di merge mail'in dah...
hemm udah dulu ya cmn segitu aja yg gw inget hehehe